The
Caller And The
Called
JOHN 5:1-9 ACTS
16:9-15
Worthing
College of
Further Education was the place for those who at the tender age of
sixteen
already found themselves on the intellectual scrapheap of four O levels
or
less.
I duly
enrolled for a
one year course there entitled Junior Business Studies.
Nobody
much was
interested in Business Studies and we were a somewhat badly behaved
outfit,
none more so than in Mr Page’s English class, where I
can’t remember any work
ever being done.
The class
was a riot
from beginning to end.
I was
not, of course,
one of the naughtier boys. I just sat quietly reading that
week’s edition of
the New Musical Express.
One day
one of the
really naughty boys blasphemed at the top of his voice and the normally
meek
and mild Mr Page was a man transformed.
“How
dare you take the
name of my best friend in vain” he roared reducing the class
to stunned
silence.
Then a
moment I shall
never forget
“Isn’t
there anyone
else in this class who is offended by this blasphemy, not one of you
who would
dare to show his face as a follower of Jesus”
The
silence continued
amidst some barely controlled sniggering.
I lowered
my head –
for I was a churchgoer, but I was not going to say anything now, not
for love
nor money. I was not going to be singled out.
Then the
crunchline.
“There
is someone
here” said Mr Page quietly.
I gulped.
“Someone
who cannot
speak out today but one day he will, I know that one day he
will”
I was
astonished,
embarrassed, wondering.
For he
did not know
about me at all and he certainly didn’t know that there was
this strange
feeling of sort of wanting to serve, but not being anywhere near good
enough or
clever enough due to being on Junior Business Studies because I had not
shared
it with any living soul.
At the
end of this sermon
– I predict one of three reactions.
Your
heart will be
beating just a little faster or you will feel uncomfortable or you will
conclude, probably wrongly that this sermon is not for you.
I want to
use this
morning’s Gospel reading not to marvel at the way Jesus heals
people but rather
at the way in which he calls people. The way he reaches into a single
life
amongst many and bestows a unique gift – not that they might
just walk again
after 38 years – but that there might be a spring in their
step as they respond
to a surprising call.
Each one
of us is
called in some way or another and it maybe that you are quietly
following that
calling or it maybe that today finds you casting around for something
to hold
on to.
When
considered from
this angle, a whole jumble of things strike me about this Gospel
encounter.
The man
who had been
paralysed was not expecting a call.
He must
have seemed to
himself a hopeless case, just one face amongst many gathered round that
pool and
yet Jesus singles him out, sees an unrealised potential in the man, a
vague hope,
which no one else had taken seriously. He crosses the stone floor
picking his
way amongst others who had an equal claim to his attention –
and takes the
initiative in that man’s life.
Jesus is
really asking
the man if he is ready to move on, yes if he wants to be healed but
more
importantly that he is ready to be active.
“Rise
up and walk” is
His command.
It’s
like this man’s
very own personal Easter morning.
It’s
not very
friendly. It’s not hedged about in ifs and buts.
It feels
like “Rise up
and walk and that’s an order”
Following
Christ is a
matter of what we believe – it is a matter of the faith that
is held – we are
not justified by the work we do and yet the grace of God when its
standing
there right in front of you can only prompt you to action.
Love that
is felt but
never expressed – soon ceases to be love at all.
The man
was reluctant
to begin with.
“I
have no one to put
me into the pool when the water is troubled and while I am going
another steps
down before me”
Forgive
me, but that’s
the original lame excuse!
For a
moment there,
Jesus must have thought, this man is not going to budge.
Then He
puts His life
into Jesus’ hands and rises up, takes up his bed and walks.
Where did
he go after
38 years of lying there?
Did Jesus
offer no
grand plan of where this restored life would now take that man
– no long term
vision as to how he would be used no reassurance about the future.
He just
takes that one
next step that Jesus commanded him to take and trusts himself to it.
It’s
my experience
that this is all he ever asks.
Finally,
this man’s
healing and calling stirs up some awful trouble.
The
religious people
cannot take it and a row breaks out which leads directly to whispering
about
doing away with a man who turns someone’s life over so
dramatically.
God calls
us all to
service in one way or another and we learn from this story that when He
does:
God takes
the
initiative he puts the idea there.
He calls
us from the
midst of a whole body of people so that it might seem strange to us
that we are
being singled out.
He calls
us to take
some form of action in our lives but it may only be a single step.
He makes
the call and
then he stands back to see what we might do
And
finally if we take
the call seriously – there might be opposition –
within ourselves or in others.
You might
like to have
thought that your Vicar’s call to ministry was as the result
of a massive
blinding flash. That’s not been the case for me, rather a
series of funny
little instances that have caught me unawares, so that whenever this
story
comes around and I think of that lame man I see plenty of myself in
him, and as
you think about the story – I wonder what you see of you.
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